Acts
16:6-15
Easter
6
May
27, 2019
William G. Carter
They went through the region of Phrygia and
Galatia, having been forbidden by the Holy Spirit to speak the word in
Asia. When they had come opposite Mysia, they attempted to go into
Bithynia, but the Spirit of Jesus did not allow them; so, passing by
Mysia, they went down to Troas. During the night Paul had a vision: there stood
a man of Macedonia pleading with him and saying, “Come over to Macedonia and
help us.”When he had seen the vision, we immediately tried to cross over to
Macedonia, being convinced that God had called us to proclaim the good news to
them.
We set sail from Troas and took a straight
course to Samothrace, the following day to Neapolis, and from there to
Philippi, which is a leading city of the district of Macedonia and a Roman
colony. We remained in this city for some days. On the sabbath day we went
outside the gate by the river, where we supposed there was a place of prayer;
and we sat down and spoke to the women who had gathered there. A certain
woman named Lydia, a worshiper of God, was listening to us; she was from the
city of Thyatira and a dealer in purple cloth. The Lord opened her heart to
listen eagerly to what was said by Paul. When she and her household were
baptized, she urged us, saying, “If you have judged me to be faithful to the
Lord, come and stay at my home.” And she prevailed upon us.
When we were kids, my brother and sisters used
to play a game called, “Red Light, Green Light.” Anybody ever play that? My
brother was “It.” He stood some distance away with his back turned to the rest
of us. He would holler, “Green Light,” and the rest of us moved toward him. Abruptly
he called out “Red Light,” and turned around. The rest of us had to stop and
freeze. If he detected somebody moving, he would send that person back to the
beginning.
The game would continue like this, stop and go,
go and stop. Our goal was to be the first one to tag him, so that we could
become “It.” That’s how the game went on, with starts and stops, for most of
the afternoon.
That game comes to mind when I hear this
account from the book of Acts. That book is the account of the church on the
move. Beginning in Jerusalem, on to Samaria, and to the ends of the earth.
According to that map, you and I live “at the end of the earth.” But for all
the apparent success and progress of the Gospel that Luke reports, he also
notes there were a lot of stops and starts.
Now, you and I know that’s true. Nothing ever
travels in a straight line. When the kids get the keys to the car and you ask
them to go get some milk, they might make a couple of stops on the way. Once my
mother sent me to the supermarket to get some Italian bread for the spaghetti
she was cooking up for supper. I returned with the bread…eventually…but I wasn’t
hungry for the spaghetti. Maybe it had to do with stopping for a couple of Big
Macs on the way.
Every journey has a detour, a turn in the road,
an unexpected pothole, to say nothing of starts and stops. These days, I know
very few people who retire from the same job that they began forty years
before. The former days of putting in your time at one place and staying there
for the rest of your career until you get the gold watch and the free trip to
the Jersey shore are mostly long gone for most people.
From what they tell me, about 40 percent of
college freshman stay with their original major until graduation. Sometimes it
is life that interferes. Other times, as it was in my case, you come to your
senses and ask, “What was I thinking?” Back in college, when I was bombing out
of a calculus-based physics class, I set my books down in a study cubicle of
the science library, only to see a quote penciled on the wall. It said, “Never
let schooling interfere with your education.” I closed my books and said, “That’s
it. Goodbye to pre-med.” Supposedly it was a quote from Mark Twain, but I took
it as the Voice of God.
So the apostle Paul thought he had the Gospel
all charted out. Ever since he was knocked off his horse on the Road to
Damascus, he has been going from one Jewish synagogues to the next to declare, “The
Messiah has come, and his name is Jesus.” He had some modest success with this,
and a few bumps along the way.
And then something unexpected happened: some
people who were not Jewish began to believe in Jesus. This was the first big
argument in the church. Jesus was a Jew. His followers were Jews. Paul was a
Jew. The strategy was to speak about Jesus to their fellow Jews. And several
non-Jews began to believe in Jesus.
It was an enormous problem. The church was
convinced Jesus came only for the Jews like them: red light to everybody else.
The problem is that God had given a green light where the church expected a red
light. Can you believe that God loves more people than we do? That was the
first major disturbance in the church.
So while the church tried to make sense of
that, Paul decided to hit the road. If God welcomed Gentiles, he would still
speak about Jesus to the Jews, but he would speak to the Gentiles too, the
non-Jews. He began to make his way across the land that we now call Turkey.
That’s where today’s story gets interesting.
They tried to go left, and the Holy Spirit said, “No!” They tried to go right,
and the Holy Spirit said, “No!”
What does that mean that the Holy Spirit said, “No”?
I’m not sure. Maybe God wrote with a finger in the clouds, “Nope, you can’t go
that way.” Or maybe they were praying and studying the scripture, and then had
the very clear sense that God had other plans. We can’t say.
I believe if you really think that you know
what you’re going to do, and it doesn’t turn out, you basically have two
choices. You can ram through anyway, perhaps later admitting you were wrong. Or
you can give in, and later declare, “the Holy Spirit said no.”
It’s kind of like when I was a younger lad, and
for the first time ever, I fell head over heels in love. That young lady was beautiful.
I observed her from a distance, and I wanted to get closer. There was graciousness
in her step, and oxygen in her laughter. I was convinced she was the one for
me. One day I got up the courage to ask her out for ice cream, and she said
yes. A couple days later, I asked if she would like to go for a walk and she
agreed. She even took my hand; wow! A week into our romance, I was ready to pop
the question.
So I decided to take it to the next level: I
asked her to a jazz concert. She said, “I don’t like jazz. I like the music of
Cat Stevens.” That was a shock, but I went out and listened to some of her
music, thinking I might get into her heart and soul. When I told her, she
smiled. So I was bold enough to go and buy two tickets to the jazz concert,
because I was sure she wanted to go. No, she said she still didn’t want to go.
But I was convinced she was the one. She was so beautiful. I loved being around
her.
I fell hard. The night of that concert, I
walked beneath her window, pacing back and forth. What should I do? On impulse,
I knocked on the door and she opened with a smile. “Are you busy?” I asked. She
said, “No.” I said, “Good!” I took her by the hand and said, “Let’s go to the
jazz concert.” She went, but by the third song, she was fidgeting. At
intermission, she excused herself to the rest room and she didn’t come back.
Since I was twenty years old and full of
myself, I didn’t go looking for her. I had spent a lot of money on those
tickets. The next day, she left me a message, saying simply, “I don’t think we
should see one another anymore.” I was crushed. I mean, it was a really good concert.
When the dust settled, I came to believe the
Holy Spirit said “no.” It was very clear, for all kinds of reasons, that sophomore
romance had no future.
Ever have a door shut in your face? Ever think
you knew the will of God without bothering to listen to God, much less the
people around you? That’s what happened to the apostle Paul. Not once, probably
more than twice. It was very clear: red light to Asia Minor to the right, red
light to Bithynia to the left. So he finds himself in the port city of Troas
and doesn’t know what to do.
Tired and frustrated, he goes to sleep. And
during the night, while he is sleeping, while he rests from his aggressiveness and his guard is down, he dreams of a man calling out to him, “Come
to Macedonia and help us!” That hadn’t been in the plans, but it seemed like an
open door, like a green light, like an invitation worth pursuing. So he and his
companions hopped on the next ship and that’s how the Gospel landed in Europe,
beginning in the country of Macedonia.
Sometimes God says no. Sometimes God says yes.
The wise Christian is the one who can tell the difference. The word is
discernment. It is a particularly spiritual way of reaching a decision. What’s
curious is that discernment is never a forced decision. We don’t decide something
and then bulldoze through. Rather, we step back from our own anxiety, we listen
to the all sides, we pay attention, we try to perceive what is going on beneath
it all.
There is a deeper wisdom from God, a larger
will than our own willfulness. Discernment is receiving that wisdom and
trusting God will open the way that needs to be opened.
Sometimes God says no. Sometimes God says yes. And
sometimes when God says yes, the “yes” comes in a surprising way.
Just imagine rabbi Paul, with his years of Pharisaic
training, his love of scripture, his growing love for Christ. He is ready to
preach the Gospel whenever and wherever there is an opening. The dream says, “Come
to Macedonia,” so he had to be thinking big thoughts when he got to Philippi.
It was a “leading city” in the district, and he was there for many days. Surely,
he could find a gathering of the faithful in a city like that.
And imagine his surprise when to the river to
the place of prayer, and all he finds is a group of women. He’s a rabbi, he’s an
old-fashioned Jew. His entire religious training said, “Be cautious about
speaking in public with women.” Yet that’s
what God opened up to him - the ladies’ prayer group down by the river. Not
what he expected, not what he had planned – but the Holy Spirit had said “no”
over here, and “no” over there – and now the Spirit was saying “yes” to a new opportunity
in a land where he had never dreamed of going.
That is, not until God planted another kind of
dream in his head and his heart.
I think this is a great text for Christian
people. It’s a continuing reminder that we are not in charge of our own future.
We don’t tell God what kind of blessings we expect; rather we receive the
blessings that God provides. And if we are tuned in to the ways of the Holy
Spirit, we perceive that they really are blessings. Maybe not what we would
have planned, but certainly they are gifts to be unwrapped.
It’s a great text for Christian congregations,
especially a church like this one that has been around for a while. It’s easy
to put it on autopilot when things are going well, and even easier to coast,
drift, or go off course. Part of the task for us is to keep listening to our
changing circumstances, to keep paying attention to what God might be doing –
and to discern what God might be opening up before us for the ministry that we
share.
So that makes it a super text for our elders
and deacons. We ordain these people and call on them to give us leadership. We are
blessed to have people with skills, but we want more than their skills. They
are strong and capable, but we want more than their strength and their
capability. We want them to listen for the wisdom of God, to perceive the
emerging invitation that the Spirit of Christ is laying before us. We look to
them to hear the voice of Christ beckoning us forward – and to challenge us to
follow the unfolding will of God.
Today, let’s pray for God to keep speaking, for
the Holy Spirit to keep planting dreams in our hearts, and for the Risen Christ
to open the way forward, both for our lives and our life together. When all is
said and done, we are here to love God and to love all of our neighbors. We do
this, not because it’s easy, but because it is the way to the fullness of life.
We love God and neighbor, not because it’s a good idea, but because it is God’s
idea – and it is the invitation that God keeps setting before us.
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